Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone. Do not go for looks; they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile. There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy. Always put yourself in others’ shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts them too. The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; you cannot go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and the heartaches.

-the toughest situations make the strongest people.-

Currently Listening Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume One: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness By Coheed & Cambria Wake Up see related

Life is Gooooooooood!

 Things are great.

End of story.

Ps: like my new song??? lol, i needed to spice things up.

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Pssss: things are great, life is great... greatttttttttttt, everyone should stop worrying about the past, thinking about the future and just LIVE IN THE NOW, and everything you want will fall into place...

Well, things are getting back on track finally, and thank God. . . but there are some exceptions. . .

-A certain person moving away, even farther than he is now  and I'm so selfish by saying that because T.J. you really deserve to be somewhere where you'll be treated better, but what about 4-wheeler rides, and trips to Tk's??? and just everything in general.

-And. . .School's ending... yippee! buuut, what am I going to do without seeing my friends everyday. . .

Not just that but things in general are still confusing, progressivly coming back to normal, but it's deff taking it's time. . .And just wanted the securety that I kinda feel now, but needs to be stronger. . .

AAAAand.... I think I heard one of the most heartbreaking messages ever, and it made me realize that a second chance is what this needs, because he makes me so happy, and I just wish there was something I could say to make him believe that he's worth more than what he thinks he is, your worth more than a burnout life, and you know it. . . You're an amazing guy, and some people with dissagree with me, but I don't care, because they don't see that side of you that I do, that you show me. . . You asked me not to leave you through this all, well I have news for you. . . I'm not going anywhere.

Any way. . . no matter what, still got that smile on my face.  

From the first day that we met
I was into you
I couldn`t get you off of my mind
Every time I closed my eyes
It's like deja vu
Seems like I've kissed your lips a thousand times

All I have to say is Wow!

Alright, I'm going to make this short and sweet. . .

School's out in 2 and a half days. . .

Summer is like just around the fricken corner. . .

Dear God, I can not wait. . .

End of story.

later.

Edit// I f*cked up this time. . . please don't hold it against me, I just want us to be happy.

Take Note. . . *hint, hint* *wink, wink* *cough, cough*

I'm just a hopeless romantic. . .but oh God, I just can't help it. I need something like this

(What guys should do, but most never will)

Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.
Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.
Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.
When she crys do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.
Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.
Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie.
kiss her forehead
Give her the world.
write her letters
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's sad, hang out with her.
Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you she wants
Kiss her in the rain.
And when you fall in love with her, tell her.
And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before.

Well, I'd say things are going pretty good, few exceptions, but I don't have the desire
to wheigh anyone down with my queer problems, so w/e I guess. . . Getting my phone
which i sat on with my non-existing ass. . . haha, but yea... so thattttts good... and 
Summer '06 is in like 5 fricken days... I think I'm getting a job though, so I have money
to do things and to spend on a special gangster someone, who's not going to be around 
during the day n e way, so w/e... something to pass time... alrighttttt, I'm out!

Much love <3  Always